Monday, September 20, 2010

Cleaning Up the Trash

Dumpsters filled with fetid garbage.
Plastic bags dance in arms of breeze.
Fields of forlorn coked-out bottles,
And the stray cat crews that hunt them.

Sewage flows in ragged rivers.
Rubble piled in place of growth.
Butts sit smoking smoldering moments
Of ash not fit for Lenten liturgy.

A million and one the storage place,
For man-made reject refuse.
But where to hide our filthy thoughts, our evil deeds?
We'll hide them in the open.

It seems a day doesn't go by without me noticing all the trash-strewn streets and fields around Bethlehem and Beit Sahur.  A young boy tosses his coke-can into the bushes.  A couple of shebaab, the teens of the neighborhood, dump concrete and dust in an abandoned lot.  An old woman mops her dirty floor out into the street.  Such beautiful potential masked by filth and disgust.  And yet seeing this everyday reminds me in some sad way of the trash-strewn lives we live.  The waste I pass by each day pales in comparison to the hatred and injustice—evil—that clutters our lives and spirits in plain view.  As easy as it is for one's thoughts to frustratingly plead for a cleanly environment, how much more important to clean up our thoughts and acts?

Friday, September 10, 2010

Isaiah's Hope

Soles sore from trudging home.
Palms worn by the tools of trade.
Eyes wet from a thousand winds.
Skin kissed by the lipstick sun.

With gaze upturned in pensive thought,
While darkness hails an Arab night,
I free the demons of the day
And pray that God revives the sun.

Shine on the gay groves of olives!
Dance upon most stolid of stones!
Glance off the dignified domes!
Embolden helpless hope again!


Walking up the hill from Beit Sahur to my home in Bethlehem at twilight after another 12-hour day, I couldn't help but look out across the valley toward Jerusalem and think of the many who had trudged this path before me.  Change comes slowly to this historically-invested land, a fact which encompasses all things personal and societal, cultural and political.  But change does indeed come!  The hope that God brings with the rising sun each morning is a daily reminder of what the prophet Isaiah said in Chapter 40:  "Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth." As time passes by around the world, I am reminded that God will always be present. This, surely, is comforting in a land wracked with uncertainty. On this particular day, the biblical message of hope permeated my being down to the bone.  Exhausted from a long day in the sun, Isaiah's words yet again came to mind: "Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."  On the road to Bethlehem, I can always use a little extra strength. . .

Friday, February 5, 2010

Risky Business

Risk. . . For some, a tactical yet oft tedious board game comes to mind.  For many, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity taken, or missed.  And for still others, whose attachment to "security" in its many forms keeps it at bay, the word represents an unknown world of potential mistakes not worth so much as a fleeting consideration.

While the first thought may seem laughable, the latter two represent ways of life, mindsets and worldviews which, in part, form the foundation of our approach to the fundamental conundrums of life.  Whether personal, social, political or religious, these questions are unavoidable realities of life, no matter how painful that acceptance may be.  To avoid a risk is as much a choice as to take one, and in my estimation, just as risky a decision.

With the new semester at Jerusalem University College comes a group of young, aspiring minds, many of which are still unscathed by the harsh realities of life in the Middle East.  Arriving with a passion for the Bible and a passing familiarity with the media storm surrounding this region, most are blissfully unaware of the challenges that await them.  What hopefully lies ahead is a semester of open questions, harsh jolts to reality and ultimately a sense of confusion about what the "facts" and "truths" of life really are, because this is what Jerusalem does best!

Life in America, as most of you will experientially understand, can be quite comfortable.  Not only do we live in crisp and clean houses - bleached not only to hide the stains of food but of familial frustration - but our ideologies are closely fenced in and off limits.  Individualism pervades every aspect of life.  Whether it means living next to strangers for nearly a decade or avoiding the uncomfortable questions in order to maintain an uneasy sociability, it is simply too easy to color inside the lines without ever considering who or what designated those lines in the first place.

Jerusalem, on the other hand, is wrought with contradictions, inadequacies and ideological argumentativeness of the best variety.  As I have often said, it is here that we discover the fault line of civilizations.  As a foreigner in this land, and this city in particular, there is no room for comfortably protecting one's mind, though many try unsuccessfully.  This is not simply the home of biblical narrative, but of nationalistic narcissism - everyone is willing to fight and defend publicly their right to tell you you're wrong.  So sit down, have a cup of tea or Turkish coffee and buckle up.  Though the backgammon board may play a role, the game of Risk here has more to do with arguments than armies.  These battles are fought in the mind, not on a board.

As for the students to whom I referred, I applaud them.  This is what taking risks is all about.  Stepping out of our comfort zones and willingly subjecting our ideas to the fires of controversy.  Nothing comes easily in the Middle East, and as far as I'm concerned, it shouldn't.  No more 9 to 5 desk job dreams.  No country clubs or cabarets.  No tee-off times, hip-hop rhymes or New York Times.  Not that these things can't all be found in the Land Between, because they surely can.  In Jerusalem, however, one must fight to believe - to believe in faith, love, hope and the existence of tomorrow.  Complacency is no more than a bird with clipped wings in the land of the Levant.  And though many an Israeli and Palestinian have lost their vision for the future, their hope of new beginnings and their faith in gods, surely we profess a higher calling!

Take a risk and unchain the gates of security which earnestly guard your mind, your dreams.  Dare to experience life, as dirty, frustrating and fearful as it can be.  The turrets of a Disney World fairytale are dim in this world, but the reality which comes to life - the images of real people and genuine interaction are a daily reality.  Risks are not without their rewards.  And to that, I say "L'chaim!"